Back in Lapland, this time in prime time for a project for Guideline at the beginning of the season. Cold waters, high rivers, but some of the largest salmon you can imagine ascending the Baltic rivers. They say that the wildest dreams require efforts of equal magnitude, and of course, I was willing to find out. After three days with hardly any sleep, with hundreds of kilometers on those dusty and muddy tracks through endless forests, and more casts than one can count, I had a revelation. In the form of a salmon, of course. In the middle of a perfect "V," a slow-motion head and tail made me turn off the stove where I was preparing a coffee to gear up for another night of work. Such a sight always makes you shake. If the salmon is one of the largest you've ever seen in your life, the struggle is real. I know my gear can handle it well, but I need a very long cast, almost at my limit. What flowed smoothly half an hour before becomes a maddening exercise. The fish reappears. Maybe it'll be there a couple more minutes. Or maybe not. No one knows anything for sure about these fish. I focus, and finally, the cast I need come out. The swing is wonderful, and the fly fishes every inch of the swing. When my fly reaches the center, the fish shows up again. Perhaps excited by my Phatagorva? I repeat the cast, and it happens again. Five times. Five. Five heart-stopping attacks.
The sixth is an impact. An impact and then chaos. A fish heading straight back to where it came from: the Baltic Sea. Before I could even take the first step to search for the bank, the fish was already on the backing. Five hundred meters downstream and after fifteen minutes of chase, I finally gain control of the fight. I finally see the shooting line; I finally see him. Majestic and solid, blending all his silver in the reddish waters of the pool. A sight that could well be worth a lifetime chasing after.
I remember it perfectly, as perfectly as one remembers things that could have been but weren't. A few seconds later, it simply left. And along with it, five other fish in the following week. Five. None as big, none as special, but each and every one of them beat me in hand-to-hand combat. Each with its own particular story, but a certainty was forming in my head: "Sanna was right.”